Did you hear me?

So I wanted to be heard today. I had the words all planned out in advance, clear, specific and to the point so I could not be mistaken. I thought that once it was all said and done I would feel at peace, like the answers would just come to me once it was all out in the open.
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....................still waiting..................

Seems I wasn't clear enough...or maybe I said it the wrong way, or maybe I didn't ask the right questions? Or maybe......I wasn't listening myself.